...was I donát know way was so famous american writer...but he was and say...that for writwrs is very important alone less, and if thay become refleting in medias, he lost his alone less and lost his posibility to write...I don't wan't to lose it and I do not wan't to be reflected...it good thing for a woman...but GOD said me that you will be an a reflected writer...and that is why youi have to brake off with alcohol. to not lose your posibility for writing whan you do not have alone lesss for it...