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...and got DA DA on my nack from my Boss:)))...but I slepp ritmicly and eat quit well. my made müsli on brekfast and I handle it well...I'm allright...yesterday and day before i have still 7x...yet I don't know to stop with it...apolagise...Lord say me that  you got a job, in the city where your brother's work and where is your best friend...I'm happy abouth it because my live place is not a place where you are noticed and honored us well us you are...I pray and I can do it, the prayer help's me to handle this hard situacion on work to...my inner man say's that that city is very important for you to became a writer and continue on your Brain training...I'm happy because here inside I did not lost you, I can not describe how much it means to me...tomorow I start again kindergarden...it wil be much better for me...so I pray and go on...

...was I donát know way was so famous american writer...but he was and say...that for writwrs is very important alone less, and if thay become refleting in medias, he lost his alone less and lost his posibility to write...I don't wan't to lose it and I do not wan't to be reflected...it good thing for a woman...but GOD said me that you will be an a reflected writer...and that is why youi have to brake off with alcohol. to not lose your posibility for writing whan you do not have alone lesss for it...

...seven x-es but I'm relly well...ang I go by walk with dadd to the curch again...and praying I like to pray...soooooooo....but you se after 7 x my brain is tired to writet;)))...and I'm well a learn every day to live in this new situacion...and I can I know...God's help me with praying He gives me power a lot...

 ...I got to the curch with mu DADDY...and I didn't goes up to sing...I go with him to have a community...so sit down with him and it was gogreous whan you sing you always stand up sit down...and listen the orgonist talking...here down I sit a lot and I can pray pray pray...It's make me strong and powerfully...so I continue to pray...I can pray every where in bus at home by walk  so it is so practic thing to get power from the GOD...

...trought the ceremony prayer, GOD said he that comes to the world little new baby girl...she is alive...and she is a girl, but she would be blessed, and she would be your right hand...her work will be stronger than 3 man's...

...she would be similer than you are, and this little new creature is blessed...so I have a wish...a big wish...I like to write I like to live in monostry;))) ypiu know I can wait a lot with patiency...so I have my routins wich can save me, prayer makes me hard...

...but with this little lovely creature, you can make community good, if you spend time a lot time by time with her to 1-7 year of her if you do not make that you can not be a friend with her...so I ASK you to have a time for her...I give from my time with you for her to be a friends...because I wan't you to have a community and frienship with her ...
I can wait for you, she can not, she need it from 1-7...

...and I have to apolagise I eat lot of chocolite and listen my best dance music and I have 7x with you today afternoon, before churh...but it is so good, I love that you live in my mind and save from tigers...it is the best thing what I ever get from man...I can not describe how lot means for me...soooooooooo I'm really well...praying is new in my life long praying and it is so good...

...and thank you that you makes from me a writer, that you read me it is for me malkes that feeling that  I'm a famous and sucessfull writer...the best thing for writer what ever can get...thank you far all and take care of youself and you family...with little new creature wich God introduce for me and I pray for her a lot...I knew that you do not belive...but God tell's me to say you to belive;)))

...my daddy love's your cakes He is fall in love to tham...:)))by take care;)))

...and I would like to hear you singing...

DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE madonna laisla bonita there is no original offical video in, spanish dance ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and my other favorites dance dance dance to suvive;)))...I'm fired at all but I suvived and be for all life half and dirthy but I can pray and work:)))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p47fEXGabaY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBTEIdjohsc

You will make a man out of me;)))

I HOPE you FIND our GOD's LOVE,

Strong as it ever was,

Deep as the river runs

Warm us a burning sun...

please remember me...all the best for my _ _ _ _

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HK0VOeau_gs

...there is a little statistic whan I comes to write and I can not clear it, and good to see that something happens and here is not an empthy place...my inner man say to write it's my work to write here,if nobody reads than to, but it is so good that I'm not alone here...so so good thing...

...abouth statistic...

...in the end of of the year, we always get an paper with questions do we are good in work place with our colleagues and boss you give 1 to 5 and the end you got result...It is anonim but at the end we always know from results because we are little only 4 and now 5 people...the back's out from all 1 to 5 for what we all give comes out result  3,4 wronger than year before and the boss sad the other doctor woman to ask as what's happend that it is wronger, becouse our is the wrongest in all institute and the boss my boss woman like to be all 55555555555 so 5,00 than she is OK...

...so we called for talk and the other doctor woman ask as, I sed I give all 5 this and the other year to...I can make it better, the Doctor woman sad she before a year did not give she take the paper with questions empthy back, so it is not breaking down the end resull now whan she can't give good number she did not give anything so the result is not breaken down from her,my dear collegue nutricionost break it down...sister with matematic numbered out that she gives 1 and that is why we have wronger result than last year and we have 3,4...and BOSS is unhappy:)))

...and the DOCTOR ask use what to make, she have to write down her thinking abouth 3,4 result wich is wronger than last year, I said I think that WE ARE not together because we wan't that with our free wan't, the life make that we have to work together...my moom alwways wan't 5,00 I hate it...it was demonmistic to be always perfect whan I'm a humanbeen I make mistakes it is important to stand up and go again step by step but it is not important to always have 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 to be 5,00...

...so 
I think we do not choose each other, it is not important to be perfect, it is important to be funconalistic, 3,4 is very good result and I'm quit all right with it...I was OK nutricionist wasn't  because she make bad result,I don't mide but for all use make problem's and did not make things better with it...from her dougther she always wan't 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5,00 that's why she give 1...because she like 5,00...

sooooooooooo BEFORE OUR FIRE DEATH MY LAST WISH IS...

...WE DON'T CHOOSE THIS SITUATION, we are taken in...so with best our work it can be better than 3,00 it means, that we all our life get from 1 to 5 everything...it is good the finall result will be 3,00 step by step we can do it. it is important to give everithing from use whit our inner man but numbers will be from 1 2 3 4 5 it is not important, STAND UP and GO ...

...we are humanbeens and can bee perfect always, but we can do it if we are not 5,00...from FRIDAY you have 3 woman's in your life...it is so hard to handle but GOD will be with you I pray for you 3 times in the day YOU can HANDLE it but don't wan't to be PERFECT...look at my blog whan you can I will write you...

...sometimes you can have time to read sometimes you don't it is 3,00 and for me PERFECT...I will be with it so OK...yes much better felling whan I open and see that you come, butr you have 3 woman in your life you can't come always...there are period's whan you do not have time to open it...so it will be every kind of numbers from 1 to 5 and the end it comes out 3,00 and it will be perfect...

STPE by STEP WALK whan you fall GET UP and CONTINUE and with TIME you got routins in it, just be happy with 3,00 because it so hard life and 3,00 is 5,00 belive me...3,00 is PERFECT RESULT and you CAN DO IT;)))

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za to, dok te bojim srebrom, budi moje zlato.
dok te bojim srebrom, budi moje zlato.
A ja sam znao da ces ti, i moju bol razumeti
I kao niko obican, samo pruziti svoj dlan, da po njemu slikam ja, toplim bojama
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A tvoja koza svaku boju prima, u tvoje pore staju moji tonovi, kako uzivam da obojim
te njima,a ti uzivas sto jedino si platno ti
A tvoja koza svaku boju prima, u tvoje pore staju moji tonovi, sad zahvalan sam Bogu
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dok te bojim srebrom, budi moje zlato.
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